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In The Street
06:47
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Wrapped up in secret identities you’re not aware of
Caught up in bitterness down to the bones
Wrapped up in teardrops and stricken grief, I can’t stop mourning
Caught up in misery of the deepest kind
Do you notice I am not, who I was a year ago
I’ve not changed in many ways, but one’s too much for me to take
Have you noticed what’s around you, what’s gone missing from the world
Heard they tossed it to the urn, now what you get is what you see
I used to think gumdrops would rain down on me if I just sang
Loud enough, getting soaked with my sisters, our tongues out in the rain
One day, the truth was made known to me I still can’t shake it
And wish that, they’d been kind enough to keep it a secret
Do you notice I am not, who I was a month ago
I’ve not changed in many ways, but one’s too much for me to take
Have you noticed what’s around you, what’s gone missing from the world
Heard they tossed it to the urn, now what you get is what you see
Faces... invading, pervading, infiltrating my mind
And my dreams, like gnomes with their caps off just don’t feel right
I was the baby for four years, I thought it’d never change
Thank God for the Ice King and Elf that came and took my place
Do you notice we are not, who we were a week ago
We’ve not changed in many ways, but sometimes one’s too much to take
Have you noticed what’s around you, what’s gone missing from the world
Heard they tossed it to the urn, now what you get is what you see
But it’s all burned down, charred and scorched
Ashes mix within our blood, ‘til we’re coughing up our lungs and put in coffins 6 ft. down
We’re all orphans each alone, with no place to lay our heads
If we were birds we’d all have nests, if we were foxes we’d have holes
As it is, we’ll put to rest, any thoughts of that extent
No one’s listening to our pleas, they fear the scabs upon our feet
We’ve been outcast we’re in need, do you think that they can see
See our hands out when they eat, see our faces as we weep
In the street... In the street... In the street
You’ll find nothing to eat
In the street
You’ll find no covering
In the street
You’ll find no peace
But in the street
The lame begin to leap
In the street
The mute begin to speak
In the street
I heard the blind can see
In the street
I saw two sandaled feet
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2. |
Birds Singing Over Me
06:36
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The Birds... sing my name
Out my window, night and day
I lie awake... wondering if I, should reply
If it crosses my mind, to be obscure, what should I say
I could close the pane of glass, that separates me from the outside
Oh, but I would lose the breeze, and the birds singing over me
The Birds... sing my name
Out my window, night and day
I lie awake... wondering if I, should reply
I could close the pane of glass, that separates me from the outside
Oh, but I would lose the breeze, and the birds singing over me
Though I’m awake, and I cannot sleep, something in me finds it all so soothing
Like a parent’s melody, sung over their baby
Be gentle to me, be gentle to me... Be gentle, be gentle, be gentle
Be gentle to me, be gentle to me... Be gentle, be gentle, be gentle
Be gentle to me
The Birds... sing my name
Out my window, night and day
I lie awake... wondering if I, should reply
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3. |
Take Me Down
05:31
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Lord, O Lord now what am I to do
I’ve overthought this moment here with you, too many times
God, O God, have mercy on my soul
I’m not my own, I am not my own
Lord, O Lord now what am I to do
I’ve squandered all my riches in a whirl
God, O God, please help me change my ways
I’m tortured by my own damn lullabies
Oh take me down now! I can’t be found out
Conceal me somehow, cause I can’t get away
Oh take me down now! I’ve been too high up
Now I need a real good fall
Helter Skelter take this bloody glass from me
I punched the window when the fog prevented me to see, through
Dear Grim Reaper, I do not recall asking for you
But you come each night like there’s a welcome sign outside my door
Oh take me down now! I can’t be found out
Conceal me somehow, cause I can’t get away
Oh take me down now! I’ve been too high up
Now I need a real good fall
Wash me, wash me, in a river of your blood
I will do my best, to keep my lungs closed up
Warn me, warn me, anytime you can
I won’t retaliate, against my... sentence from you
Brothers, sisters what do you propose we do
Our father and our mother went to war
Ain’t got no food, just a bible and a loaded gun
I know which is the first I’m gonna use
Oh take me down now! I can’t be found out
Conceal me somehow, cause I can’t get away
Oh take me down now! I’ve been too high up
Now I need a real good fall
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4. |
Blood Song
03:59
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Words... how you evade me today
Just when I need you most, you’re gone
I’ve seen something, that I cannot unsee
I’ve felt grief, that wasn’t mine to grieve
Oh melody, won’t you rest in peace
For the man, who stole his life in front of me
Song, state your purpose; don’t run vain off my lips
This is no time to waste, this is a time to forgive
All the pain and hardship, that was too much to bear
Life lived without purpose, oh life it isn’t fair
Death, where is your sympathy? Death where is your shame
For taking life so early, you take without restraint
Have you no mercy, on these poor youth of ours
They’ve only just begun, but the pain of life... oh the pain of life... was too much
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5. |
Tangled Up
04:56
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Never thought, I’d fall for you
Now I’m falling like a fool, stumbling over my limbs
Tripping on words, tripping on my pride
I tried, to speak my mind; loosen the knots on my tongue
But your touch tangles me up
Your touch tangles me up
Never thought you’d want me, feels like I am at most nothing
At most a misfit shoe to you
At most a falling fool
Ooo Ooo Ooo
Ooo Ooo Ooo
Ooo Ooo Ooo
Don’t respond, I have to go, turn on my heels and run
Away from the truth and far away from you
Don’t speak now, I am gone
Don’t speak now, I am gone
Ooo Ooo Ooo
Ooo Ooo Ooo
Ooo Ooo Ooo
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6. |
Limestone
07:01
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Dirty water, shows me my reflection
I am darker, muddied by my sin
Brick and mortar, built this fine town
With no foundation, your labor crumbles to the ground
But I will build my house on limestone
We’re all pieces, playing on a board
Could someone tell me, if I’m a knight or just a horse
We’re all pawns, no one means a thing
But even pawns, sometimes become the king
Nothing’s right, all that shouldn't be just is
Nothing’s light, the darkness wins again
Nothing’s right, afraid of all we know
Nowhere to hide, the dark is in control
But I will build my house on limestone
A wise man said, death is the destiny, of every man
And there’s nothing he can take
But I’m a fool, for I don’t heed this truth
Fists clenched tight, holding onto all I get
Nothing’s right, all that shouldn't be just is
Nothing’s light, the darkness wins again
Nothing’s right, afraid of all we know
Nowhere to hide, the dark is in control
But I will build my house on limestone
I walk closer, to the scary edge
Bath in dirty water... now all my clothes are wet
But in these clothes I’ll go to bed
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7. |
Dancing In A Mindfield
06:36
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Days pass me slowly
Hours all fly by
In the wake of the evening
I’m antagonized
I don’t need one more solemn oath
Or the promise of the day (No...)
Just some rest for these weary bones
And a dream that will not break
I’ve been living in the chaos
I’ve been rollin’ in the waves
Been dancin’ in a minefield
I’ve been diggin’ my own grave
You clothed me in worry
You fit my feet with fear
For the sake of my glory
I said I did not care
Gave up what was precious
For some, coins in the dirt (No...)
And my self preservation
But men shouldn’t measure worth
I’ve been living in the chaos
I’ve been rollin’ in the waves
Been dancin’ in a minefield
I’ve been diggin’ my own grave
If I had, ears to hear, or eyes to see
If I had, a heart that could understand
Then I’d have peace
But...
I’ve been living in the chaos
I’ve been rollin’ in the waves
Been dancin’ in a minefield
I’ve been diggin’ my own grave
I’ve been living in the chaos
I’ve been rollin’ in the waves
Been dancin’ in a minefield
I’ve been diggin’ my own grave
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8. |
Under The Birch
04:15
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Somewhere deep in burning woods, underneath the birch she looks
For the treasure that she hid before
Deep within the scary cove, locked up in the ocean’s throes
Lay the gems of joy and innocence
Somewhere deep in quiet pain, memories hold double weight
Whispering tainted truth to bind her strength
Fog incurs a crippled state; blinded in the ashy haze
She won’t walk on, the path behind is lost
Once two pillars were her home, only thing she’d ever known
Now she’s running frantic in the night
On a jagged rock she weeps, scared to close her eyes and dream
They cut like shrapnel ‘til even waking stings
Somewhere deep in burning woods, underneath the birch she looks
For the treasure that she hid before
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9. |
A Letter From Fear
06:21
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Dear Soul
You’ve been a lovely host
Comfortably I roam, in quiet quarters of silent thought and desperate hope
And tear them down
Listen, I’ve some advice for you
You’ll never make it, unless you take control
It’s no use, to ignore me
I make myself known, in bitter dreams
Stealing color, stealing the rest you need
And like raked leaves, I’ll rake your peace
So don’t fight, I am a part of you
Confounding courage, confounding all you know and were told
You will not know the truth
Worry, I let her in with me
Hope you don't mind two, or even three
Where we go, chaos sprouts like seed
You shall not love, or be loved
You will not hope, or feel trust
No peace for you, now or to come
Question what you know and all you’ve done
Build a kingdom, I’ll hand you the bricks
Gain gold and silver, serve under them
You’re where I want you, prisoner of your work
Safe behind bars, to earn your worth
A beautiful cell, locked and safe
A beautiful cell, inside you waste
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10. |
My Heart Billows Soot
06:34
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Oh, my heart bellows soot
My machinery cracks and creeks
All my toil’s underfoot
All my dreams are dying quick
Nothing in this world can grow
My work is wasted like a drunk
Spent my days in a fit of rage
All that came unto me was harm
I am tethered to a stone
Thrown into a creek
Down I’m pulled and fast I sink
Looking up I saw the sun
But don’t you know I cannot swim
My guardian never taught me such a thing
I was raised in a barren waste
No water posed a threat to harm me
I can sit and throw my seeds
But all these roots are obsolete
Soon enough they’ll turn to weeds
Fix your gaze to a begging face
Have you silver or gold
Gold and silver I have not
But what I have I give to you
So throw your net and real it in
No harm shall befall you
Ah, ah. Ah, ah. Ah, ah. Ah, ah, ah... ahahaha
Ah, ah. Ah, ah. Ah, ah. Ah, ah, ah... ahahaha
Ah, ah. Ah, ah. Ah, ah. Ah, ah, ah... ahahaha
Ah, ah. Ah, ah. Ah, ah. Ah, ah, ah... ahahaha
Nothing in this world can grow
My work is wasted like a drunk
Spent my days in a fit of rage
All that came unto me was harm
So throw your net and pull it in
No harm shall befall you
Throw your net and pull it in
No harm shall befall you
No harm shall befall you
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11. |
Embark
08:54
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Don’t you know the path you’ve been given
Tell me dear, why do you fret
We are all misguided missiles
Stray no matter which way we first went
So tear up the floor boards
Termites eat away at your heart
Pull on the curtains
Let light shine into the dark
We can’t take back what we said
Lies weigh heavy on my chest
I pray to God that we forget
But our motives now lie bent
Why do you chase your running shadow
Circles never made much sense
No matter how long you keep looking
You don’t know where it starts or where it ends
So won’t you be my sweet lover
I’m sick of love that’s just an act
Won’t you let me love my lover
Won’t you love your lover back
Refill your drawer
I’ll disprove love with common sense
Take back your keys
Feelings don’t make love you need emotions
I will not give my consent
Love’s a poison with no end
All my hope in it’s been spent
And I will not soon forget
Why do you treat your heart with contempt
Does your will betray your mind
Have you ever tried to break free
Or are our fates all sealed in time
So tear off your flesh and lies
Let your dry bones speak what’s right
No harvest where you go
You cannot reap what you’ve not sown
We cannot make our escape
Night has come to take the day
All our bridges seem to break
And there’s no key to our chains
Don’t you know what you’ve been given
Tell me dear, why do you weep
You’re worth more than precious gemstones
Still there’s nightmares when you sleep
So open your eyes
Let your vision be your sight
Cut off your mind
Thoughts can block what lies behind
You can’t let them take what’s our
Love is sailing without charts
We might drown following our hearts
But on this journey I embark
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12. |
Left Behind
04:56
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I’ve been away from the world awhile
Now I fear I don’t belong
My confident mind has been left in a heap
Rest assured the restless are more rested then me
I fear I won’t make it to the end
That all my friends who ran with me, will celebrate alone
I fear I won’t run across the line
I’ll stumble right before I finish... and then I’ll die
A man in blue once told me, loyalty’s a gift
And duty’s first priority when you’re among the dead
So where do my, loyalties lie
Are they here, or there, or buried deep within
I fear I won’t make it to the end
That all my friends who ran with me, will celebrate alone
And, I fear I won’t run across the line
I’ll stumble right before I finish
I fear I am falling fast behind
The best things in my life now seem so dull
I fear that all my time’s been wasted
And dreams may only serve to ruin me
My dreams will only serve to ruin me
There are things, that I am hiding from
My present has a past
There are days, I tell myself I can’t go on
But on and on and on I seem to go
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Kaitlyn Zittel Grand Rapids, Michigan
A unique blend of Indie-folk, Americana, and Folk-Rock, with influences like Simon & Garfunkel and Ben Howard, Kaitlyn Zittel's music is teeming with emotion and unique perspective. Her poetic lyrics give listeners much to contemplate while her simple melodies and broad vocal dynamics bring a relaxing enchantment to the evening. ... more
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